So fucking alone in this world
2011.02.08. 16:09, Cassie
I love someone else. And that person doesn’t love me back. I think he does not. He is the only thing what makes me happy and sad in the same time. But I have a boyfriend. Another guy, who’s really nice, friendly and cute...But I still need someone else! The other boy is my death. His eyes, lips and nose... I love him for a year... It isn’t a long time... Anyway I haven’t loved someone else as I love him.
First one^^
2011.02.07. 20:57, Cassie
Do you know what it feels like to hate yourself?
Do you know what it feels like to wish you were dead?
Do you know what it feels like to hate your world?
I do…& it's eating me up inside.
Look behind all the shit I put on my eyes to keep you away...do you see the pain?
You looked me one last time and said, im done holding on for nothing.
I never hated you for not loving me. I never hated seeing you with the person you love cause I know you're happy. However, I hate you for making me fall even more when I'm trying to let you go.
Promise.
Promise you'll remember.
Promise you'll remember me.
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels.
I'm tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I've been smiling, but inside I'm dying.